oh dear me...so it's coming to that point where your bubble is going because university can not protect you forever. You comfort yourself during the night saying that it'll get better once you're in the real world. However then you realize that you can't sleep on family day when there's no work or school because there's a nagging inside your head that you're a lazy fat ass and should be doing something. So no ladies and gentlemen, it won't get better but you can make it worse haha. I'm having a great old time freaking out and running in circles inside my head...aside from being mentally fucked up it's all good. Life goes on and so do I. Death